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Post by Benjamin on Dec 22, 2013 0:39:41 GMT
So... Sometimes I don't know why I go to my church. I do, I mean... there are literally no good churches in the city I live in. None. I know this because I've done the rounds. I've tried all of the churches whose doctrine I even vaguely agree with, and this one... well, it's not much better doctrinally, but at least my kids have a decent Sunday School to go to. That's pretty much the logic behind it.
Anyway. Today, I go to church, and it's a special Carols service. Church is packed out, heaps of people there that probably only come once a year, maybe twice if they're Christmas & Easter people.
...we get halfway through the sermon (which was rubbish, rambling about "I don't have a drug problem, I have a life problem" and Indiana Jones (try to find THAT link)), and the pastor says this.
"Sin is when you have anything in your life that you seek after more than God, having any focus that is more important to you than He is."
SERIOUSLY?
So I can be a murderer, as long as I seek God more than I seek killing? Obviously that wasn't the intent of the comment, but it's a logical conclusion, isn't it. I'm just SO SICK of not having somewhere to go, somewhere to call my church home. I'm so tired of having to explain to my wife why the sermon wasn't correct every time we go home. I'm so tired of having not a single friend in the real (as opposed to online) world that actually understands that Jesus is coming again and that the Rapture will happen soon...
UGH. I'm just beyond frustrated.
/end rant
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Post by lavoietheway on Dec 22, 2013 2:10:54 GMT
I haven't been to church in a couple of years... I can definitely relate! I just cannot put up with a show or with the lack of content. I posted a while back on RITAN an article about the exodus from church of a great number of Christians - mature ones, not backslidden. It appears this is a worldwide phenomena. I find it interesting that Jesus knocks on the door of the Laodicean church... He doesn't appear to be in it. I believe there are some good congregations out there- been part of some wonderful churches. Now, I don't feel like I fit in. Maybe we've been called out of it for a season. My husband and I feel similarly, and when we both sense it is time to go back, we'll start searching again. Stangely, I feel I've grown much more in the Lord outside of a physical congregation. Something is different in church nowadays and I can't put my finger on it. I just know that I am not quite at ease there.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 22, 2013 13:50:46 GMT
I agree Bejamin and Lavoietheway. I've run that gammut too. It seems to go from one extreme to the other. Most of the sermons had nothing to do with the Scripture being read, or too much joke telling, or tamborine shaking, rituals and the list goes on. I have walked away from so many churches that were even non-denominational and felt like there was no meat. Do you know what I mean? Perhaps we are part of the Church in the Wilderness?
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Post by morningstar on Dec 23, 2013 3:13:06 GMT
I absolutely agree with you all. Lavoitheway I could have written your post, that is exactly how I have been feeling. Up until a few months ago I was attending church every Sunday, I can't explain it, it wasn't so much of what the Pastor was preaching, because it was sound doctrine and he is a wonderful Pastor. I just didn't feel as if I was learning anything, nor did I feel uplifted in anyway. I found myself just wanting to leave, finally I decided, why go just to make an appearance or because everyone says we must attend Church on Sunday because your not a good Christian if you don't. I have found that reading my Bible and studying scripture on my own, listening to my favorite Bible teachers on CD that I am learning more than just going and sitting in a Pew for 2 hours. Anyway that is how I see it, and the funny thing is I have yet to feel any guilt by not going. I believe that as long as we are in God's Word and relate to people whether online or on a personal basis and sharing our views and love of the Savior would be the most important thing we can do as Christians.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 23, 2013 3:48:57 GMT
Boy, you hit the nail on the head with that one, Morningstar! I used to attend services for a few years at a church called Calvary Assembly of God. I thought I had FINALLY found a place to fellowship and the teaching was very sound doctrine. Then, after a few years, they started having guest speakers (ever heard of The Happy Hunters?....ahem) and then the congregation started seeing angels all the time after that and speaking in tongues which interupted the services. Not to mention, there was no interpreter when someone stood up and started shouting in tongues. They all started going all Pentecostal on me. They started getting into all this angel worship, the elders started bickering amongst one another and the congregation wanted the Pastor to leave. It really fell apart. I went for a last time about 5 years ago. I find the same thing, I learn so much more from reputable teachers online, when I'm by myself and am able to really learn and study. I also love playing my own worship music.
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Post by Benjamin on Dec 23, 2013 5:32:05 GMT
I'm kinda in the same boat in terms of learning more online than in church... but neither willingly nor happily! I should be hearing such teaching from the pulpit!
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Post by shiloh on Dec 23, 2013 20:43:04 GMT
I know. Unfortunately, we are no hearing it from th pulpit anymore. I think of it in a way as.....maybe the Lord knew this would happen and herefore, we can study online and fellowship online? Even though the internet can be used as a tool of the enemy, God uses it for good for those of us who seek Him alone. If some government agency sees my research and Bible studies throughout time, they will arrest me. I say that because we are the enemy now. If I were o go to innaprpriate sites, that would probably be fine. Everything is so backwards now. I have to laugh when my husband asks if he can go into something I have or anything else when he needs to fix my computer because I always say, "Have at it! I have NOTHING to hide. Don't even ask, just do it." He does really laugh at a lot of my saved animal picturess too.
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Post by Benjamin on Dec 24, 2013 0:22:11 GMT
...is he laughing at the pictures, or his wife?
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Post by annemc on Dec 24, 2013 21:01:30 GMT
I've always been mystified by the verse telling us to "Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together, the more so as you see 'the day' approaching". How can we keep 'assembling' together when you can't find a church that worships in spirit and in truth? I think really it's just another sign that we're at the end. It's time to go. Keep looking up!
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Post by shiloh on Dec 24, 2013 22:38:44 GMT
Don't make me come down there, Benjamin! Stop sticking your tongue out at me!...lol....but, methinks he's laughing at both. Annemc, I know what you mean. In those days, church was more like home Bible studies and in small grouos. Not these huge assemblies as we see especially on t.v. That's why I see the internet as a blessing. Even if not in person, we can still study and fellowship with eachother online. Even if it's with a few people. By the way, great to see you here and...
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Post by Benjamin on Dec 24, 2013 23:24:22 GMT
I've always been mystified by the verse telling us to "Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together, the more so as you see 'the day' approaching". How can we keep 'assembling' together when you can't find a church that worships in spirit and in truth? I think really it's just another sign that we're at the end. It's time to go. Keep looking up! What are we doing here, if not assembling? The Church has always found ways to worship together. It just so happens that the old method of meeting in a building rarely works now. This will do.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2013 16:47:19 GMT
I'm sort of in a similar situation. Didn't really know any one that wasn't either an atheist or a Catholic, or any good churches around here, and the Evangelical Baptist church I found when I was looking to get baptised a few months ago I guess is alright, in terms of both doctrine and people, but I haven't been able to make much progress when it comes to making friends with the folks around my age. They are really nice and all, but they're also all already well acquainted with one another, and I always feel like the odd one out because I don't really know anyone there that well, and the fact that I've always been sort of socially anxious does not help. In addition, even though it's the easiest to get to, it's all the way up in the city, and I have to take the train there, which takes time, and makes me have to get up way too early on Sundays. On Saturdays it's not the same problem, but I still have to take train, and from what I've seen it's only to be there for an hour and a half at the most, and I typically never get any actual fellowship out of it. The money spent on the train ticket also adds up, especially if I were to go every time, although I don't like to think about this particular aspect because my faith is not on money, and the Lord provides for us. All these things contribute to my laziness, and I end up not going most of the time. I think I've only went like three times so far, and I still haven't been baptised because they only do it in a river in late Spring/Summer due to the cold on the other times. I'll keep going because I still want to get baptised and I have no better way, and maybe things will change in the future, but as of right now I find more productivity and growth in reading the Bible and spending time with the Lord at home and fellowshipping with you guys. As for publicly acknowledging my faith, well, I think the Lord finds other ways to help me do that for now at least.
I think we all just need to trust Him wherever He leads us. He knows the best ways to go about things, afterall.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 26, 2013 18:14:54 GMT
I agree, Brother John and I know for certain none of us are alone in feeling that way. I have talked to many people who feel the same way. Sort of like...misfits and yes, the Lord does find other ways to share our faith and fellowship. We're on the island of misfit toyyyyyyssss....remember that? "Who wants a spotted elephant?" "Who wants an airplane that can't fly?" "and who wants a train with square wheels?" The little doll? I think she had major self esteem problems....lol..but I know someone who wants all of us misfits and so do you. He is our King, Jesus.
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Post by morningstar on Dec 26, 2013 18:17:44 GMT
I couldn't agree more, and I have heard this from so many Christians about their home churches, I am beginning to wonder why this is, I guess you could call it an end time sign. God knows the intent and desires of our hearts and that is what counts in the end, my trust is in Our Lord and His Word above all else which is where it should be regardless if it's in a church building or at home that to me is the bottom line. Well said BrotherJohn!!!.. And it's good to see you posting. God Bless you.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2013 20:21:24 GMT
I think this is it, Shiloh. I have to say I don't think I ever watched the movie. But I do remember that song from the TV show Glee now that I've watched this video. A doll with self esteem problems? Lol! That's a first that I've heard, though. But you're right, the Lord loves us all very much. He is awesome!
Thanks again for the welcome, Morningstar! That's a cute picture. Hugs and blessings to you, sis.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 26, 2013 21:38:18 GMT
hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa..I cannot believe you found that video, John. I was laughing do hard. With the doll having self esteem issues..well..that's just my guess.
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Post by Benjamin on Dec 26, 2013 22:52:54 GMT
Hey, John! Nice to have you with us. How did you end up finding us? We've been struggling to get the word out to people... other places don't like us sharing
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Post by HillStGirl on Dec 26, 2013 22:57:54 GMT
It's so good to know I'm not alone in this! I haven't been to church in almost 2yrs. All my friends think I'm backslidden, lazy and self-centred. They think I left church because it wasn't aimed at me. What they can't seem to understand is that I left church because it isn't aimed at God! Like you Shiloh, I am sick to death of all the jokes, particularly the in-jokes that you have to be one of the 'in-crowd' to understand. The bible says we shouldn't show favouritism when we meet (James 2 - I think often our favouritism is not towards the rich, but towards the cool, the trendy people), but that's what these jokes do...along with lowering church to 'feel-good entertainment'. They take our eyes off God, and focus them on ourselves. Brother John, I relate to the not fitting in, and I've been a Christian and church-goer my whole life! It just seems that I and the people at my last church have very different reasons for going to church. I believe 'church' is the family of God meeting together to worship God and draw closer to Him as we learn more of His word. I believe God is worthy of us giving Him our time. My last church(es) thought that was a waste of our time and that we should be devoted to evangelism. They believe church is for reaching non-believers.
And this is why I no longer feel guilty about not going to 'church'. I really do wonder if what is called church today is what God means by church. God wants His people to meet together to worship Him, encourage one another with psalms and hymns, and study His word. Any group of people doing that is church. When the bible tells us not to stop meeting together (Hebrews 10:25), God means that He wants us to meet with like-minded people; His children. Not just people who go to an organisation that call themselves church. If we go on Sundays to a 'church' whose goal is not to worship God, then is that really the true church? The bible is not possibly telling us to meet with these people. I guess what I'm saying is that I believe many people who attend church are not true children of God. God is not telling us to keep meeting with them. He is telling us to keep meeting with those who want to "draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith ... hold unswervingly to the hope they profess" (Hebrews 10:22-25) In that sense I haven't stopped going to church at all. I'm just no longer part of that wordly organisation that calls themselves church. I now meet with a small group of like-minded Christians. And like Lavoietheway and Morningstar, I feel I have learnt and grown so much more away from 'church'. For one thing, I'm no longer coming away from Sunday services angry and hurt. And that has to be a good thing!! Now I have so much more energy to devote to God Himself, instead of trying to struggle to sort the spiritual anger from the emotion. I'm no longer worrying about what the people at 'church' think, I'm 'worrying' about what God thinks. And I don't have to worry about what the people I'm now meeting with think, because like me, they just want to worship God, learn from His word, and be faithful until Christ returns. Wow, I guess I needed to vent! I'm so grateful there are like-minded people I can vent to. Let's keep worshipping and praising God with other true children of God, keep our eyes fixed on Christ, and our hearts longing for our Heavenly Home.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2013 0:23:21 GMT
Benjamin, thanks! I asked Shiloh to give me the link on a thread she made on RITAN. But I think the mods removed it now, since the link is no longer there. I can understand that it's so that people won't leave there to go elsewhere instead, though.
HillStGirl, I understand what you mean and I do agree with some of the things you wrote in your post. But I feel like the favouritism aspect of James 2 is about denying someone something and then giving it to someone else instead just because they like them better, whether in terms of looks or even personality. I'd be lying if I said I feel like I get along with everybody exactly the same way, be it in the world outside or online. I'm not perfect, no one is, and sometimes people just end up getting along with some better than others, for whatever reasons. But if I knew I was able to help someone with something they needed, regardless of if I got along with them as nicely or not, I think I would. It's not like it's about shunning people and denying them our fellowship. This is my opinion on the aspect of favouritism. The Word of God does provide comfort, and we should certainly share a verse or chapter whenever we feel someone else needs to read the words in it. Joking around sometimes when we're fellowshipping with our brothers and sisters doesn't necessarily make things into a comedy show, or make it any less of a Godly fellowship time, in my opinion. I think it shows that we are able to get along with one another to the point of actually laughing cheerfully. I don't think this type of laughter was created by evil. I think it was created by God for this purpose. I think that there were even sometimes when God made me laugh with something that happened, and I do believe He has a sense of humour. But I'm still getting to know Him on that aspect, lol. Either way, laughter shows that we can have a good time in fellowship too, as opposed to the stern, depressing and sometimes even robot-like feeling that the world makes us Christians out to be. We mourn and are there for one another during trials, but we are also there for one another during the good times, and rejoicing, giving praise to God for all that He is, singing and laughing cheerfully with a good joke or two. I don't get every single joke sometimes, either, and at other times, when the situation is appropriate, I can't think of anything humorous and lighthearted to say. If someone is like this too, either all the time, most of the time or just sometimes, it doesn't mean they don't fit in or are not as appreciated in the group, at least when it comes to the way I see everyone. Humour is not a requirement. And welcome, it's nice to meet you! I don't think I've seen your username elsewhere.
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Post by morningstar on Dec 27, 2013 1:30:49 GMT
Very good thoughts here, and HillStGirl that's ok to vent and express our thoughts because they all differ in one way or another, and it helps to get the views of others and maybe shed some light in our perspective of things. And by the way I would like to welcome you to this forum and look forward to your posts in the future. God Bless
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Post by shiloh on Dec 27, 2013 5:55:46 GMT
Hillsgirl, I can fullky understand where you are coming from. Consider this site your safe haven. BrotherJohn, they did remove it but apparently other sites like FiveDoves are allowed to be posted. That site is..I don't know how to explain it. You'd have to check it out o know what I'm talking about.
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Post by Benjamin on Dec 27, 2013 5:59:07 GMT
FiveDoves? I'd avoid that place like the plague. It's full of "letters from God" written by people who believe they're receiving direct and specific revelation from God regarding the End Times. ...the people there are also wrong more often than right... and yet the same false doctrine that is so abundant there leaks through into RITAN on a daily basis... and remains latched onto regardless of failure.
If they were right, Jesus would be coming on Christmas, but also on the 5th, 6th or 7th day of the Month, before thanksgiving, but only when the leaves are falling, but also during the snow. There would be missiles falling, ISON careening into the earth, the moon out of its orbit, all amidst three days of darkness.
Think I'm kidding? ...I'm not. Not even a little bit. Every single one of those things has been accepted by that community as faultless "Words from the Lord", with multiple "confirmations". I kid you not.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2013 12:36:54 GMT
Oh, Shiloh. I really hope you didn't get into any trouble for sharing it. I think it's just so that they don't lose members to other forums.
LOL, Benjamin, that made me laugh more than I should have, probably, considering I used to believe some ridiculous things. I think I visited that FiveDoves website once when I was lurking because of a post someone made. I don't remember much, but I think at the time I didn't really understand the message on FiveDoves, so I didn't pay attention.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 27, 2013 14:50:16 GMT
No. Not at all, Brother John. I wouldn't have even known if a sister in Christ hadn't emailed me and told me about it. They also removed a comment I made a little further down in the thread. What I do NOT understand is that I could name 3 people in specific that were allowed to post their blog and websites there. I have tried to introduce people to that site. Well seaoned Christians who are filled with the Holy Spirit, discernment and that I greatly respect. Some have been Spirit filled Christians for years and know the Word by heart. Most of the responses I got back were comments like, "Is that a New Age site?"(that was the most common one and they warned me to be careful) "Why are people into what seems to border on astrology?", "There seems to be a lot of date-setting and very little discernment"...etc. They all politely declined after lurking for awhile. It never used to be that way but I guess it depends on who you are in regards to what you can and cannot post.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2013 15:59:42 GMT
I'm glad you didn't. I was worried you may have gotten a warning or something, especially for something I had asked. I must not have gotten to read that other comment at all then, since everything else I read the first time around, other than the link, is still there. Yeah, you mentioned once there that you had tried to introduce some people to the website but that they had said there were too many "kooks" in the kitchen. Lol, that expression makes me laugh.
I don't know how it used to be before, since I only found it this year, if it was better or worse. But I like it there for the most part, you all have helped me so much since I found you and even the people seem to be very supportive of and caring for one another. What I don't like is indeed the false doctrines that sometimes do seem to creep in here and there, which are dangerous especially to "baby" Christians, but hey, the mods do a nice job of watching out for that eventually, and even the members sometimes as well, and other than that I think we should trust the Lord to lead us all in the right direction.
I've been hesitant to say this but I've also noticed that there's been an increase of little conflicts here and there over the past couple of months, which is another thing I dislike, and it made me think the enemy is trying hard to create division. I guess all we can do is pray to the Lord and ask Him to keep it a safe place for everyone. But don't be discouraged if it ever feels like some people get slightly better treatment than you or someone else there. There are people that appreciate you there and that's what matters. Leave everything else to the Lord.
Also, I'm still laughing at what Benjamin wrote. The way he enumerated all those things, combining it into a single event, was just too funny.
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Post by shiloh on Dec 27, 2013 18:07:22 GMT
I know..lol..that made me laugh too. One time, one of the mods emailed me and asked me why I thought people were leaving. I was truthful and told them it's because so many people on there become easily offended, have to walk on eggshells, there is favoritism in regard to who can post what..but if another member were to post the exact same thing, they would be reprimanded or their post would be deleted. The other thing is, none of these rules seem to apply to the mods. I see very little discernment in that regard a far as that goes. A long as you don't disagree, voice your views and just make everyone "happy"...."go with the flow" type of thing, it's all good. I have had members tell me that's why they left. Don't misunderstand me. I'm not talking about people who are purposely trying to cause dissension among members or trying to stir up trouble within the body. They simply just disagree. I find myself reading fewer and fewer threads because too many are way off base. I get tired of all the dreams/visions/ISON (which some cling to) and planetary alignmets, "high watch dates", along with "Revelation 12 signs are in the sky now." I would think that the Lord would make it obvious to His whole bride. I noticed this morning that someone was offended by a member who needed to apologise for a joke about something someone had stated on a thread about a donkey. It wasn't offensive at all. I couldn't understand why the other person was offended. I think there are many who are just paranoid and offended easily by a simple joke. I get it. Others get the joke too. We are having to trip all over ourselves when it comes to apologizing for something that is funny and has no intent at all to offend. If I get too much of that, it's time for me to just leave and no longer post. I do not have experience in the field of psychiatry. Too stressful and it no longer remains a place to fellowship.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2013 18:43:01 GMT
Yes, I saw that about the donkey. I think they may have mistaken the name "Balaam" with the name of that pagan god "Baal" of old times and perceived it as being an accusation of paganism. Perhaps they forgot about that particular story about Balaam and the donkey, or haven't read it yet. It's just my guess, I don't know.
But I completely understand what you mean, Shiloh. People do seem to be a little on edge these days, even me sometimes, though I try to calm myself down, reason things and ask the Lord for help whenever that happens. It just breaks my heart to hear that members leave because of things like that. Well, I'd honestly hate to see you go, but if for whatever reason you ever decide to stop posting and leave, don't be a stranger at least, sis.
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Post by morningstar on Dec 27, 2013 18:57:21 GMT
Benjamin, that is too funny!!!
BrotherJohn, I see what your saying, but I don't think Shiloh is discouraged because of the favoritism shown, it's just the fact in what direction the site is headed more than anything. It is a sad thing to witness especially in these days, and sorry to say in my view the mods are really not doing a very good job in separating the fanciful from the truth, but that is just in my humble opinion. I do agree with you on the increase in conflicts arising for I've noticed that also, so now we are seeing some spiritual warfare going on there and it's very noticeable I just hope people will open up their eyes to the damage being done in the Christian community. Voices like yours, Ben's and Shiloh are needed to keep a sort of balance. God Bless you all.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2013 19:40:28 GMT
Morningstar, I understand what you mean as well. I agree that the mods don't end up catching everything. I added that some of the members weigh in instead and separate Truth from falsehood, because of that. But false doctrines do keep coming in at times, and that's the root of the problem. All else we can do is pray for the Lord's help. It seems to be that yours is also one of those balancing voices. May the Lord bless you too, sis.
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Post by morningstar on Dec 27, 2013 20:23:32 GMT
BrotherJohn, let me just say, I love your outlook and perspective on this issue, very refreshing. For myself, I felt it was just time for me to leave, as my comments on the same issues were becoming to repetitive and I felt like it was just going around in circles. Besides, I wouldn't be able to find the time to be posting on two sites, so I'd rather be posting on this one.
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